GIVE ME A GLASS
give me a glass to make the third and fourth eye disappear give me a glass to see myself less - and the world more clear give me a glass to break the wall and let the people in I need a light, I take a window warm up my within give me a glass to break the wall and let the people in I need a light, I take a window warm up my within what a world before my eyes she unfurls pretty and nice, like she's made just for me rabbits on ice - skating in rows of three and as I sink I get nearer to thee it might not be wise but sure tastes wonderfully give me a glass to make the third and fourth eye disappear give me a glass to see myself less – and the world more clear
A MOMENT ALONE I didn't think that it would be for me to look at someone without fear but here in your room with your face next to mine I'm coming closer do you know what I see when you're looking at me my brain stops and I get some rest here in your room with your face close to mine there could be only us but then black and gray come in and then jealousy comes in and the outside world comes in and your history comes in and my fears all come back in across this crowded room I see a face and I long for a moment alone with him surrounded by my fears I see a face and I long for a moment come on give us a moment will you all please leave this room I see a face and I long for a moment alone with him surrounded by my fears I see a face and I long for a moment I long for that moment |
PROBLEMS
I might have problems she might be one, but when she tells me I'll just have to take her hand and follow her to the dark side she will show me where the lights are I'll just have to take her hand and follow her to the dark side when it is daytime I find it hard to see where the lights are I'll just have to take a hand and go to under-lit places I will easily see illumination if I take a hand and let it take me down to the dark side down to the dark side tell me how it's gonna be when we are all the way down there and there's nowhere to return to I might have problems she might be one but when she tells me I'll just have to take her hand and follow her to the dark side BE DELICATE
I still need you to tell me I did well because I continue refusing telling myself I boil my blood until it's flaming hot and on that I put a pot in which I put all my words delicate, be delicate, be delicate, be delicate I could be delicate CABIN
I'm made of wood with a lot of windows you can watch what's in me - 360 degrees I'm in a forest, with a lake made for diving I'm in a forest - I'm a cabin - I'm filled with light one day she entered, she came from the lake she never walked before, only floated in water I took her in - she broke one of my windows but I didn't mind 'cause now she was in me she dried out by morning the sun made her shrivel I could've thought of that but I didn't – nor did she but I'm alright, I have some of her still in me don't you forget what you lose a hole is still a part of you |
I FALL ASLEEP SO FAST
I fall asleep so fast and dream of normal life and it goes by, and I'm alright reduce myself inside my skin think: this is it and that's alright it's all alright then a word from the outside gets inside of me and then I see that I was bigger all along I let myself fall asleep again now I'm up and standing I see so much more than when I was laying down there down there on the floor I see now what I could be living for how can I fall asleep this fast it's almost as if I want to dream of living small out of fear - or just wanting to be comfortable comfortable and fall see it all while laying on the floor no muscle flexed - the eye closed off with nothing to get up for now I'm up and standing I am so afraid that I'll doze off again with no word to wake me up again STAY
stay, don't walk away so quickly I would like to show you the path I was about to walk on would you like to come this is where I take the first steps this is where I go this is where the hill goes upwards and this is where I fall stay, don't walk away so swiftly I know it is hard it isn't easy soil to walk on and we will get stuck but if you took the time to look up you would see the sky that is where I'm going it's the longest road I know returning is the bad part but I do it for the view |
CUT A HOLE
I'll cut a hole in my head make you see the sun through my eyes you'll see the sky through my skin see the light no head, no thoughts it's what I have dreamed of I am not dreaming anymore only a window for you to look through I'm drawn aside, I open up my view for you I'm not narrow, but it's easy to lift me up when you need something to stand under I wouldn't mind at all no head no thoughts it's what I have dreamed of I am not dreaming anymore only a window for you to look through I'm drawn aside, I open up my view for you I am not giving in in this hope there must be better ways to cope see it all but only through others DECAY
you see darling I'd give you the world but since it all isn't mine I'll give you all that I truly own I'll give it to you to live in take it, use it, let it decay be there, live there, make it your own boy make me your home black eyes told me you had left me this time for good but fear not, you can return I'm down and you can have it all all that's left of me boy have me, I will be yours take it, use it, let it decay be there, live there, make it your own boy make me your home |
DEBT OF A LOVER
for the first time I've not picked a side yet within one week I've not yet decided I am still waiting, waiting on blue couldn't deny he is taking good care asking the questions but I won't answer shouldn't have to diminish to increase the light go back into the dark so I can try over and over and over I had learned just to love and not to slice open oh open oh open over and over and over they all speak of another half I've just started to see that I am one, and I don't need someone to grow older go back into the dark so I can try over and over and over I had learned just to love and not to slice open oh open oh open go back into the dark so I can try over and over and over don't just give me your heart, expecting mine saying it's the debt of a lover saying it's the debt of a lover WALLS I’m building up the wall and breaking down my life instead of breaking down the wall and building up my life my brain produces bricks and will pile them up until a wall arises I built it myself I’m building up the wall and breaking down my life instead of breaking down the wall and building up my life |
LAY THIS WOMAN
I'll take this woman to bed I'll take this woman to bed and lay her next to me I'll put her body to rest I'll put her body to rest until she's fully grown and I'll let her take my place ooo I've had enough of the day I've had enough of the day I'm gathering remains then I'll put my mind to rest I will put my mind to rest until it's fully gone and I’ll let her take my place HIS SONG I give you this song for I want to forget my memory of you but I don't want the memory to be forgotten therefore I'll sing these words as if they were someone else's I'll speak of him instead of you and pretend the lines of this song have always been there bird what do you sing when the other is gone for those wings were the ones that you flew with and to enshroud your words won't make them disappear every word will be his from now on I've been waiting for a long time here it's been so cold without him near I've been waiting for a long time to see him here it's been so cold without him near I can change my words, I can cover them up but in every birdsong I will hear his song every sound will encompass these words I know, I know: there's no bird that can compare to him at all FOOL come lay next to me my boy I'm awake when you are sleeping it's the only way I get into your dreams come get next to me my boy and I'll walk when you stand still that's how I get you to follow me and I'm a fool for you that's what I'll do for you |